Friday, November 10, 2006

45 days till christmas they say

Just watching the late news and they said it's 45 days till christmas. When mom passed away, I never looked forward to christmas. When dad followed a few years after, I hated christmas.

I tried to sleep through christmas and new year last year.

This year? I don't wanna spend it here. Wanna fly out. Am broke so maybe I will use my miles. I am supposed to use them for business but who cares! Thinking of where to escape.